January 2011
102 posts
2010, you were way too good to me, even with bumpy...
I stopped making New Year’s resolutions for awhile, I’ve always thought that people shouldn’t wait until it’s a new year to start setting new goals. But, you are always given new chances and opportunities to start something new. I guess I stopped making resolutions as well because for awhile, I didn’t have any goals. I didn’t know what I wanted to do, what I...
December 2010
93 posts
I’m naked, I’m numb, I’m stupid,...
2010, you were way too good for me, even with...
I stopped making New Year’s resolutions for awhile, I’ve always thought that people shouldn’t wait until it’s a new year to start setting new goals. But, you are always given new chances and opportunities to start something new. I guess I stopped making resolutions as well because for awhile, I didn’t have any goals. I didn’t know what I wanted to do, what I...
I’m more alone than ever.
realize, real eyes, real lies,
Some people fail to realize the little things matter. But you know what? I’m not going to sit around and wait until they do.
Anonymous asked: i miss you. haha.
“Everyday we get to give the gift of life, it can be painful, it can be...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
Anonymous asked: i miss you. haha.
Massive update: Christmas.
Deuces Wild Secret Secret potluck/gift exchange last Wednesday at Sean’s was a success =) We literally had everyone together which is crazy, considering how everyone has different schedules, etc. The night was filled with lots of food, bloated stomaches, wine, beer, dj hero, tons of laughters and love. I even beated the guys in a drinking contest and won Johnson an Orisue shirt from Mikey...
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe
A moment, a love.
Anonymous asked: your ghostly pale................
Anonymous asked: your ghostly pale................
Meh,
You know, I honestly think you care about yourself waaaaaaay more than you’ll ever care about me.
If I’m sick, I put that aside. Despite my constant vomiting, major migraine, nasal congestion, and sick to the fact I can’t even get up and out of bed; I shake it off. I put all of my attention into you and trying to make you feel better. But what about me?
I keep telling...
You couldn’t change, it’s a...
You don't have to change your friends if you can...
If I ever stop talking to someone, or slowly drifting from them, it’s only because they have changed or I have. I mean, everyone changes ya’know? But it’s always how I feel about them has changed. It’s simple as that.
Sometimes, I just don’t want to put up with it because the change is way too drastic. The person you knew and was once close to is now a stranger....
They say absence makes the heart grow fonder,
but sometimes…it can also tear you apart.
Sometimes, you just drift from people. You become too familiar with the feeling of being alone, you just become lonely and less attached to things. Less attached to people, emotions, memories and events.