January 2010
79 posts
And one of these days, none of this would matter.
I love how people pick on the little things, and they don’t ever stop to appreciate what’s happening right now. They don’t appreciate what really matters. I know sometimes I myself forget and I just happen to be blinded by my own selfishness. But there’s always room for improvement.
Right now my main focus is school, getting a job and my family. Of course, Chocolate too. I...
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Hello world, I'm back for a bit.
So I started using BlogSpot again, just because on here, I could never fully express myself and be too honest and out in the open about my life. I feel as if everyone’s always too quick to judge about me and my writing just because I don’t “look” intelligent enough, because I’m not smart enough, when truth is, every single thing I write comes from the bottom of my...
Only Buddha can judge me
"It's a great thing when you realize you still...
"Perhaps it is good to have a beautiful mind, but...
“Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that?...
Converting back to my BlogSpot,
I miss my somewhat privacy if you can say that. I just don’t like how on Tumblr it’s easy access to people’s blogs, and I blog for myself and my feelings, and I just don’t want it to be shared or out there to just anyone. I’ll post on here whatever I want to post. Toodaloos.
on a brighter note,
No one has ever seen me mad before but this is MY blog for MY used…and to be honest it feels good to just let everything out. I’m so glad I got some sleep yesterday. And I ended up seeing the guys…and just talked to them about everything. They knew I was mad, and I said so before, even when you’re mad at your friends or how much they effed up you still forgive them. I ended...
ventventvent,
So excuse my language but I’m am sooo aggravated right now. Remind me why do I always f*cking have you guys’ back for everything and you guys don’t even do half the sh*t for me? Like serious sh*t here. I’m having a terrible ass day as is and I thought on a lighter note that we’ll all be hanging out since you guys kept telling me to come hang out so I get ready and...
half empty,
So in the midst of the argument between my mom and I, she tells me that the reason why I’m so bad is because no one stays home and take care/watch out for me to teach me anything. And at first, the idea of not having someone nag at you, or discipline you sounds good because you get to do whatever you want so you don’t realize the perks of it, but now I do. I feel as if I’m one of...
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random,
So you know those Facebook FriendQuiz thing where they answer stuff about you? So I had one that said,”Do you think JenniferAnne knows how to throw a spiral in football?” and someone put,”No.” AND OBVIOUSLY THEY’RE WRONG BECAUSE I SO CAN THROW A SPIRAL! Ha ha ha, and for some reason I had a dream about playing football and then I tackled these guys and ate their heads...
@kayleebabyyy,
I miss you too! Hopefully you got my IM about taco night this Friday at my house! I’ve missed you sososo much =(
Sometimes I don’t know what this is. Because when we’re apart, I’m completely fine without you. I don’t get hurt by not seeing you, and sometimes I don’t miss you…is that supposed to be a good thing?
I received a letter today from both Duy and...
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I’m pretty proud of myself, I passed up going out later tonight with the guys so that I can stay in and sleep early. I shall do that more often, it’s all about making better choices. Plus, I haven’t gotten any sleep really and my cough medicine is making me extremely drowsy. On a lighter note, I get to see my fave tomorrow, finally<3
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I’m always hungry, I don’t even know why. Especially around this time, I’m constantly wanting to eat something and I never get full! I bulge on so much food when I’m at home because I don’t do anything else, which I have to say is not a good thing. I definitely want a Big Mac right now and some french fries, nom nom nom.
absence makes the heart grows fonder,
I’ve been out of the loop lately. My mind has been completely cluttered with thoughts and events I plan in my head. Lately though, I’ve been spending a lot of my time with the guys and with Johnson. Truth be told though, everytime I get home I miss it sooo much, like I never want to leave. I guess it’s true, home is where the heart is. Only a rare few times, I feel like I need to...
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I...
I’m way too stubborn for my own good and honestly, I don’t care. I have too much pride anyway and when I don’t people take advantage of my kindness. I care less because sometimes people don’t even care at all. Why do I need to put myself out there and get hurt, when someone else isn’t doing the same thing? That’s not how it works. Wasted efforts is what I call...
change of heart,
I know I don’t have commitment issues, and I try not to have any trust issues but it’s hard for me to want to stay in a relationship. It’s not because I want to see other guys or I like to “flirt” around because God knows even when I’m single I don’t do that. I just like not thinking about someone or have them make me happy. Eventually, you start getting...
take less, give more
A lot of times I try really hard to make other people happy or not let them down. But then I put this massive weight on my shoulders and it doesn’t make me any more happier. I don’t know why I do it, I feel as if I should be nice to everyone all the time, do things for other people because they deserve the best. And what does that do for me? I eventually forget about myself and my...
My mind's all cluttered,
Yesterday the guys picked me up and we headed to Cypress to hang out at Timmy And Emil’s apartment with everyone. Got food, ate, cruised around, then back to Johnson’s house at the end of the night and watched Hangover =) It’s nice quality time with everyone. I didn’t get home until 7 in the morning and resulted Johnson to being late to class for an hour =( Chris, Jle,...
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The only consistent thing in my life is...
to do list:
Dye my hair by the end of this week.
Tone myself before January ends.
Write to Khoi and visit him.
Clean my room, I have to have to have to.
Finish my homework once and for ALL. No slacking, procrastinating, or going out.
I need something or someone to constantly remind me to do things. I know it’s a bad habit of mind, I shouldn’t need anyone to remind me to do anything because...
contradictions at its finest,
It’s funny how everyone’s overloading my Formspring.me with the subject of who I’m seeing. I’ll talk about it when I want to talk about it. I don’t want to confirm or clarify anything.
I’m taking things slow, I should anyway. I’m currently not sure about any of this yet so I don’t want to make up my mind about it. But me being me, always have to...
“I think it’s more interesting to see people who don’t feel appropriately. I...”
– Ryan Gosling (via chocolate-cigarettes)
I like, where we are...here,
I don’t know how to explain it or where to begin, but everything feels so right. We’re going in this ten step forward but I find myself taking two steps back and analyzing everything even the smallest details. I don’t know why I do that, I’m so analytical. Why can’t I just let myself be happy and go with the flow? But I’m trying, I’m really trying....
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take it slow,
When I want life to be more adventurous, it throws me something completely redundant, when I want life to be at pause for a little nothing at all happens. Right now, everything’s in between. I need to take five minutes, step back and make sure I know the things that I’m doing when I’m doing them. Things are looking up, and it’s pretty nice =)
Anyway, I have class later...
One of the best nights,
I had this whole talk with jle the other day, about friends changing, people changing; everyone drifts. But like I said before, no matter how bad a friend has neglect you, or hurt you, or make you sad you can always find it in yourself to forgive them and be there for them by the end of the day when they need you.
I swear, I had like the time of my life yesterday. Got dropped off at Chris’s...
Interviewer: Why can't you be alone without Yoko?
John Lennon: But I can be alone without Yoko, but I just have no wish to be. There’s no reason on Earth why I should be alone without Yoko. There’s nothing more important than our relationship, nothing. And we dig being together all the time. Both of us could survive apart but what for? I’m not going to sacrifice love, real love for any whore or any friend or any business,...
There's nothing better than some good music,
I’m like dying to go to another concert, seriously. I want to be a concert junkie for life :’) Ha ha ha. I said I’m not going to make resolutions but I actually think I should make a few, have some goals for myself ya’know? Or things that I want to accomplish. I want to attend to another Blink 182 concert, go to Coachella or Bamboozle Left! And get over my fears of...
