December 2009
96 posts
Goodbye 2009,
Hello world, as we all know as of right now, we officially have one more day until the new year is here. Hopefully it’ll bring in more pros than cons for some of you. This year did me good, it did me really good =) There were plans that shifted, friendships lost, relationships broken, but I’m more than happy to be who I am today. I know that 2010 can only get better from here. Happy...
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if you could pick one food to eat forever what would you pick? Just one? =( That’s tough. I would’ve said Boiling Crab but I ate that once 3 days straight and got super sick of it. Maybe spam, for some reason I can eat spam over and over again. Or dry noodles. But maybe Lucky Charms! =) I really don’t know, this is sooo tough. I get sick of food easily if I eat it over and over!...
“I learned the hard way that I cannot always count...
I don't need it, but sometimes I want it
I really think that I’m too optimistic sometimes…but it’s just my mind that is thinking that way and my heart is constantly hurting. Mind over matter ya’know? There’s a point where you care way too much then you just stop caring to the point of no return. Being isolated from everyone really allows me to figure myself out easier, not just figure myself out, but create...
Vegas weekend,
Vegas this past weekend with the cuzzzos and Long’s girlfriend was really fun =) Although I wish I got to experience more of Vegas but being under 21, there wasn’t much that I could partake in. A lot of things that you do there you can do here. Left around 12 in the afternoon on Friday and got to Vegas around 6ish, checked in and stayed in. Later at night went to the MGM, obviously I...
“I know, we had a moment. We looked at each other. Maybe if we lived together for...”
– Rachel<3
Bye California,
I’ll be back in three days.
Finished packing around 5 AM and woke up around 9 AM to Kitty calling, we didn’t leave yet but we are going to soon. I am not telling my mom I’m going to Vegas, I’m just going to tell her I’m going over to my cuzzos and staying over there. She already started her morning yelling at me. Sometimes, I just feel so overwhelmed…it’s...
Merry Christmas everyone,
hope all of you guys enjoy your holidays with your love ones, ohana and friends =) I am currently packing right now for my last minute Vegas trip, spontaneity always wins my heart. I am excited, it was a tough decision to go or not to go, but hey, I figure you live only once. Just do what you want to do. But I’m going to miss my mommy and kimmy so much, thank goodness I already spent time...
It's the holidays,
everyone needs to loosen up, take the stick out of their butt and just relax =) Please don’t rain on my parade because I will suckerpunch you.
It feels good,
when you don’t give a sh*t about things, or anything. When you don’t care about the people who have hurt you, people who don’t care for you the same way that you do for them, when you just don’t care in general. It’s nice when you don’t have to worry about pleasing other people because you can finally please yourself.
I have been caring way too much and letting...
my greatest advice to anyone, always be with...
As I was about to post my entry, my computer restarted out of nowhere and deleted my post. Everything happens for a reason, ha ha.
So cabining is officially undecided since I don’t really know who’s going anymore and the guys aren’t going. I think it’s such a waste of a hundred dollars if I’m going with people I’m not really close to. On the other hand, I love...
Listen
it's all false love and affection, you don't want...
for better or worse,
People are quickly coming and going in my life, it’s as if I know them one day and the next I don’t. IF you want to be in my life, do something about it or at least try to stay in it. I don’t need a babysitter or a best friend, I just need to know that I can at least turn to my friends if something happens or that I have someone to talk to. I already don’t let people in so...
formspring,
Sorry it took me about two weeks to finally answer/post these, I’ve been busy trying to figure out my holiday plans and making presents. Sadly to say, the only present I’m finish with is my dog…and I went to Michael’s Arts and Crafts today and I saw a cute guy working there =)
desrcibe yourself in one word. Just one? Ha ha ha, that’s tough. Probably ruthless =) how...
And if you don't know, now you know
I miss you Kaylee! Don’t worry baby I know we will never ever forget each other =) Distance doesn’t mean a thing, I know I’ll always have your back and you have mine. We need to hang out soon since you’re on your break!
My glass is always half full, that’s why I’m always so positive. It gets tiring sometimes though, trying your best to make a terrible ugly...
Brittany Murphy, died at age 32. I really loved...
take note,
Don’t blog when you’re sleep deprived, you end up constantly writing and writing, about gibberish details. My brain always feels like it’s in heat or I’m in such a rush to write everything down when I’m sleepy that I’m overworking my brain. It’s like telling me,”here’s a million little thoughts. Write something with it in 10 minutes.”
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the best of the bests,
Lately I pretty much felt like I drifted from everyone, that no one really made effort for our friendships or group gatherings anymore, but yesterday night reassured almost all the doubts I had. All of the broken pieces in my friendships are slowly mending, and it made me realize how incredibly lucky and stubborn I’ve been. I’m always saying how I don’t let people in and I...
"There are some things that are nothing more than...
One of my favorite movies of all times, I just had to quote it when I watched it today =) Anyway world, my playtime and Winterbreak starts now!
we sure are cute for two ugly people<3
But that's what people do,
they look at you and just think they have gotten you all figured out. Am I right? I think so. You look at someone for what they are presenting on the outside but you have no slight idea what’s going on in their mind or what’s really going on with them. You base someone on your first impression of them or what you have heard or seen, then it becomes a permanent image you have of them;...
extremely tired and uninspired,
Everyone always wonder how come I’m never around or why don’t they see me but it’s because I really value alone time. I do a lot for others and constantly catering to everyone else’s needs before my own so it’s nice to have time to myself. I get to do things I’ve been meaning to do and I don’t have to worry about anyone or anything. I finally get to take a...
I win, hands down, biggest procrastinator on the...
I had my homework assigned last Friday and now, having class later today, I’m barely starting on it. And I thought it’d be nice to turn off the music since I get distracted easily, but it resulted to me downloading more music then going on here. I have no self-discipline, or so I’ve been told from a really good friend of mine. I need someone to come over, sit me down, and watch...
love you underwater <3
“The truth is, I’ve never fooled anyone. I’ve let...
my peace of mind,
whoever left you that nasty fs, DO THEY NOT KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE?!! You’re like one of the girls in the OC who’s actually not scandalous, shady, or will ever be called one of the “OC GIRLS”, slut?you don’t go around flirting with boys and shit or party til you get fucking drunk or go clubbing (LOL). They need to shut the fuck up because they don’t hang out...
Old school songs are always the best =)
"Love, like rain, can nourish from above,...
Really loving this book right now, it makes me feel so at ease as if I can take a step out of my own body and just watch my life from another perspective =)
@julie,
I really don’t like it when people take out the credit or don’t mention where their post/got their idea from or even worse, sometimes they change it up a bit to make it seem like their own. It’s like another level of disrespect because it’s your work and they can’t even take a minute to acknowledge it. Everyone’s creative on their own, they just rather copy...
I love,
Staying in with the heater on and watching Friends over and over, reading The Five People You Meet in Heaven in bed, listening to Coldplay versions of Christmas songs, dancing to Keri Hilson nonstop, bringing back old songs that brings back old memories, stuffing my face with junk, Joe’s Italian Ice in this cold weather, having the rain poured hard on the rooftops, sleeping with the thought...
Expect the best, be prepared for the worst, f*ck...
I'm not going to change myself to suit you guys,
I know better than that. If you guys changing into a new person and me not doing the same things you guys do mean our friendships will change and we won’t hang out as much then it’s fine with me. I’m sure by now, we all know what’s going on. I just feel much happier when I’m doing my own thing. I seriously do want you guys to be happy, and just live your lives....
